玩物丧志（二）

这是第二批烂手机相机拍出来的照片

露台外
露台外景（2）
露台外景（3）

Way back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


p/s
Found this quite nice song to listen when watching some old movie
Do you have any nice movie ost to share?

随想

前不见古人，后不见来者。
念天地之悠悠，独怆然而涕下。

不，我并没有作了什么惊天动地以至空前绝后的事情。
只是，突然有这样的情绪。
一个人，站在茫茫大地，毫不着边际。
在顽强的意志，也会有软弱的时候吧？

仕途，没有方向
钱银，没有储蓄
感情，没有着落
前方，没有明灯

有一点像抽到下下签的感觉
求官不成、婚姻难谐、出行不利、疾病难愈

但，下下签也有转好的时候吧？
期待那一天的到来。

玩物丧志（一）

近日和同事在邻近的购物中心午餐时，发现了一种小玩意。就如每次发现新事物时的反应，第一时间就买下来试玩了。废话少说，看看我的完成品：P

玩具拆箱出来时是大片大片的配件和蓝图

半完成品
大功告成
这就是我的新玩具，立体积木

随笔

最近不知哪根筋烧坏了，忽然学人家拍起照片来。用的还是那个破手机附属的相机功能。结果当然是差强人意。偏就爱抛上来献丑，当作是纪录突然有一些心情变换时做出的种种傻事。而且，也许以后还会有更多。。。


在朋友家聚会离开时拍的，午夜12点。不晓得为什么那时候往下看觉得很有庭院深深的感觉，偏偏就是表现不出来。靠！

下班回家时塞车兼下雨。看，小巴和我一样一脸郁闷和无奈。。。

想说，国家对一些建筑物还真的尽心尽力。可我偏偏就没法拍出那朱门酒肉臭，路有冻死骨富丽堂皇的感觉来。没关系，此类建筑物到处都有，在城市里又不乏塞车的遭遇，机会有的是

Communication Failure

Have you ever faced any problem communicating with others?
Well, I do
I have never been able to define my own characteristic from the comments of people around me.
Some had said that I am arrogant
Some think that I am always lack of confidence
Some do think that I am always a joker and there isn't any time that I would stay focus and get serious.
Yet, some said that talking to me is like reading a answer sheet from a test... too freaking serious. And the answer I gave is always in a listed note form
I guess that's the problem I discovered on myself now.
I have never been able to communicate with others properly. Somehow, what I meant is what I was saying tend to turn into another direction when it is received. A joke become an ill-mannered comment. A question of care (well, maybe added with some curiosity) turns out to be a stupid question and etc. etc...
Am I being equipped with an antenna that transmits a wave length that is totally different from the others in this community? Or am I using a wrong or misprinted user manual to communicate with others.
Well, that's the question for me to speculate.
What I do know now is, I am having a communication breakdown with everyone around me.
It just feels like an alien walking among the earthlings.
Whatever signal I give, it just can't get through.

九月

九月，當然是想到自己一直以來最愛的改編自阿菲的歌

“九月天高人浮躁，九月裏平淡無聊，一切都屌，不欠煩惱”

22個字，至少比傑倫早了4年，超吊 :P

完結了？

望著那電腦屏幕右下角的綠色人形icon, 心裏頭無法壓下那股盼望。
爲什麽？
爲什麽給你的信息就有如石沉大海，再也沒有得到任何回應？
每每看到你的通訊名字出現時，縂忍不住送上一些問候，盼望你會回應，就算是一個簡單的hi也好。
偏，就是什麽也沒有
這，是你要給我的訊息嗎？
難道從此老死不相來往就是你所要的嗎？
尊重你的意願
直到單思了無意，你既無心我便休
是我造次了。

p/s 多年的友誼為了無聊的口角破裂，還真有點不捨，抑或，更本就沒有任何情誼？