Dear YL
As much as you try to laugh and smile and even joke in front of me, when you are on a phone call, or even talking to others, I am sorry to say that, I can still see through that layer of protection and see the sadness within. It comes in the package of my characteristic and when I observe a person closely. Sorry that you're a specimen, and sorry that I have seen more that what you have told others or try to show to others.
Please be strong.
And I too pray that you will soon come to the time to embrace the fact and face the wound that traumatize you, survive it and eventually grow stronger at the end of the process.
From
Another YL
五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐
人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什么失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
A letter to the past
M
Even though it have been many years since we last met
Even though what we have gone through are history
Even though we have re-established communication
Even though we are now in the same city
Even though...
I still feel that the city is big enough to accommodate both of us
but not small enough to cross our paths anymore
All the best
My long beloved.
不如不见
头沾湿
无可避免
伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机
忍耐着呵欠
完全为见你一面
寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见
寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见
Even though it have been many years since we last met
Even though what we have gone through are history
Even though we have re-established communication
Even though we are now in the same city
Even though...
I still feel that the city is big enough to accommodate both of us
but not small enough to cross our paths anymore
All the best
My long beloved.
不如不见
头沾湿
无可避免
伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机
忍耐着呵欠
完全为见你一面
寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见
寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见
Friday, July 3, 2009
PTPN Blacklist
Hi fellow Malaysian who studied with the government loan,
This is my tiny deed of community Service
I know there's no body reading this wretched blog,
but if u miraculously do, try check whether u are in the blacklist of PTPTN loan with the following link.
Good luck
PTPN BlackList
This is my tiny deed of community Service
I know there's no body reading this wretched blog,
but if u miraculously do, try check whether u are in the blacklist of PTPTN loan with the following link.
Good luck
PTPN BlackList
Thursday, July 2, 2009
白痴的音乐
Nobody - by Wonder Girls
有点白痴的音乐
偏偏又觉得有点好听
I want, nobody nobody but u~
I want, nobody nobody but u~
闹了很久我才知道他们在唱英文，不是韩文
奥卖尬
:P
有点白痴的音乐
偏偏又觉得有点好听
I want, nobody nobody but u~
I want, nobody nobody but u~
闹了很久我才知道他们在唱英文，不是韩文
奥卖尬
:P
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