Thursday, November 19, 2009

Good old Times



Hi
I wonder if you still remember this song. I can't find it anywhere. It's a song not popular at all and was only enjoyed by you and me in the good old days. I have been searching for them, as they has always been the indicator for me to find the person I truly love, you.
Unfortunately, this has too become part of the history. When I look back, I can't find what I once possessed but only know how to treasure it by now
The following are the lyrics of the two songs we used to listen and even hum together. Can you still remember them?

Song 1:
你是谁,能不问我就知道我伤悲
你是谁,能为我拭心伤泪
你是谁,能够为我等待为我憔悴
你是谁,陪我哭泣陪我醉

梦的誓约 孤单的身体 消失在这人海里
每当月亮随风摇移
我会想着你
多少苦我曾经历
爱不能变言语
多少恨只能忘记
当真心被抛弃

你是谁,能不问我就知道我伤悲
你是谁,能为我拭心伤泪
你是谁,能够为我等待为我憔悴
你是谁,陪我哭泣陪我醉

Song 2:
你曾经在素净发上系一束清香消息
那芬芳就如此蜿蜒地流到现在心里
你曾经在胸前口袋藏一丝清香秘密
那气息曾贴近心情酝酿着女人的心

为了绽放所以和晨风靠近
为了缘份所以与你相遇
我只能如此猜想你的世界
在茉莉花的神情
安安静静沉淀自己的心事
点点滴滴流泄细微的美丽

我能否如此看待你的生命
在茉莉花的日子
沾着露水流转到我手里
不曲折却不容易忘记

Well, can you guess which sentence am I referring to that I said I have used as an indicator to describe my beloved?

P/s: I can't even remember the lyric correctly. If you know it, please show me to the correct one. THX

Sunday, November 1, 2009

When the curtain is down


Hi,
I was never good in saying good bye. To the people I love and care, to the creatures I keep and grow with, to the things I own and enjoying having it, even to a game I have fun playing....
I never like endings, no matter good or bad
A dear friend has always told me that it is a major character flaw of mine and I need to get through it.
I understand that as well
However, it's just always this kind of feelings when the curtain's down and the music is off, you feel the lonelines just ambushed you at the least expected moment. Consuming all the great feelings that you have experienced just a couple of seconds ago, and eventually leave you with eternal feel of hollow and loneliness.
Yes, unfortunately, that's what I have always felt when I bid good bye to friends from a gathering, a party or a dinner...
No matter how happy or enjoyable it was, there it awaits, the beast known as loneliness that creeps inside and house and consume me every time I enter it.
It's not my home, but the house is the only destination I have at every end of the day. There is nobody to go back to, and as always, going home just gives me the feelings of going to an end, of every single experience that I treasure.
Yes, I have been through quite some high and low in the emotion department lately and it sucks when there isn't many that I could exactly share it with. Hence, I feel lonelier as time goes by.
Have you ever heard of this song before? It's a really old one, back in days when I was still in school.
It's say about how a performer feels when the curtain's down and the music is off, with the performer left on the stage, alone, in the dark. Not knowing what's to come, not feelings what he's been through...
Hope you will enjoy it too.




璀璨
词 曲 编/周华健
专辑/周华健<<让我欢喜让我忧>>

每当曲终人散之后
Whenever the show's over
眼看缤纷色彩变灰暗
As the light dims down and everything colorful becomes grey
我在等待那一份孤独的来临
I am waiting for the loneliness to come
还是等待那一阵寒冷的偷袭
Or the ambush of the chilly feeling
不知道 我永远不知道
I don't know. I will never know
冷冷清清 我的心情
It's cold and lonely, that's how I feel
璀璨的所有已远去
Everything glamourous has gone away from me
精疲力尽 我的声音
My voice is now tired and exhausted
喧闹的回音却挥不去
But the echoes of previous scene just never fade away
每当曲终人散之后
Whenever the show's over
眼看缤纷色彩变灰暗
As the light dims down and everything becomes grey
我在等待那一份孤独的来临
I am waiting for the loneliness to come
还是等待那一阵寒冷的偷袭
Or the ambush of the chilly feeling
不知道 我永远不知道

A new camera, maybe?

I have been taking pictures with my 3.2mp forever phone camera and it's really not a good feeling for me when I try to look at my picture through a PC or try to show off on any social networking sites. What seems to look fine in the camera (due to the small screen size that you can obviously ignore or neglect the flaws) seems like a roadkill or run over when you zoom it on a bigger screen. Take a look at the followings, I thought it was darn cool when I see it through my tiny phone screen and shamelessly thought it's was a masterpiece.







Now, I don't feel like eating it....
Maybe a REAL camera is in need... Or maybe that's just an excuse and something to blame for my poor photo shooting skill... But what skill do you need when the camera is doing the auto focusing and all? Geez, I don't know.
Well, let's just say that it's my nature to find a screw up excuse to land a new toy on my lap, maybe.
So, what camera should I take? Normal compact one? DSLR? Any suggestion anyone? :P

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Destination: Unknown

宇伦
想和你分享一些最近的心情

在同一个陌生的城市
遇到了不同的一个人
却有了同一样的感觉
燃起了再一次的希望

同一样的事情重演了
再次面临相同的崩溃
对着一个不一样的人
接受同一样的的遭遇



那感觉不是一般的糟
而是更深刻的失落感
像四边无靠
像撕心裂肺
像肝肠寸断
像怨鸣幽谷
像不知所措
像很多很多所不出的空虚和悲哀

我也知道那没什么了不起
到最后,
人,总是要活下去
日子,还是要过去的
但这一刻,心还是无法挥掉那缭绕不去的忧伤

以伦



情定日落桥
词曲 张洪量

我看到幸的烟火在远方
一眨眼消逝在天空
冰雪覆盖了回忆
爱已找不到它来时的路
连一座通往你的桥都没有
在我心中有朵乌云徘徊不愿意走
烧尽的烟烫痛我的手
雨打醒的脸看不到熟悉的画面
陌生的爱一个一个走过我身边
陌生的人陌生的脸孔
陌生的城市陌生的天空
找不到一个熟悉的角落
让我的心停泊
远方的你灿烂的烟火
何时能燃烧在我的天空
你给的回忆还温暖著我
如何能摆脱
是你让我无法再爱
让时间都停止让空间都静止
让梦再延续
冻僵的手还握著明信片
日落以后我找不到你
陌生的人陌生的脸孔
陌生的城市陌生的天空
找不到一个熟悉的角落
让我的心停泊
远方的你灿烂的烟火
何时能燃烧在我的天空
你给的回忆还温暖著我
如何能摆脱
是你让我无法再爱
是你让我无法再爱

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

你的又是何时?



以伦
你好
好久没给你通话了
有人传了一篇短文给我,如下:
忙的時候,想要休息;
渡假的時候,想到未來。
窮的時候,渴望富有;
生活安逸了,怕幸福不能長久。
決定的時候,擔心結果不如預期;
看明白了,後悔當初沒有下定決心
不屬於自己的,常常心存慾望;
握在手裡了,又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆
[生命若不是現在,那是何時?]
他认为,生命之在于现在.
忍不住,回了他

忙的時候,想要休息; 所以能尽量把事情忙完,以得到被承诺休息
渡假的時候,想到未來。 所以更珍惜度假的时刻,以便能够应付未来
窮的時候,渴望富有;所以拥有度过穷困的时期,以追求渴望的富有
生活安逸了,怕幸福不能長久。 所以更感恩目前的安逸,以努力让幸福长久
決定的時候,擔心結果不如預期; 所以更加小心翼翼,以得到预期的结果
看明白了,後悔當初沒有下定決心 ;所以要更明白,以便下定无悔的决心
不屬於自己的,常常心存慾望; 所以更加努力,让欲望属于自己
握在手裡了,又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆 ;所以对所拥有的珍惜对待,以得到安心和轻松
[生命若不是現在,那是何時?] 生命的确是现在,让你珍惜和努力,以得到向往的未来
我的生命,在专心现在的同时,也尽量铺陈一个我希望得到的未来.
那你呢?你的生命,又是何时?
宇伦

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Are you?

Dear YL
As much as you try to laugh and smile and even joke in front of me, when you are on a phone call, or even talking to others, I am sorry to say that, I can still see through that layer of protection and see the sadness within. It comes in the package of my characteristic and when I observe a person closely. Sorry that you're a specimen, and sorry that I have seen more that what you have told others or try to show to others.

Please be strong.
And I too pray that you will soon come to the time to embrace the fact and face the wound that traumatize you, survive it and eventually grow stronger at the end of the process.

From
Another YL




五月天 - 你不是真正的快乐
人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了
你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
这世界笑了
于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然后才后悔着
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳
你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的愈合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什么失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

A letter to the past

M
Even though it have been many years since we last met
Even though what we have gone through are history
Even though we have re-established communication
Even though we are now in the same city
Even though...
I still feel that the city is big enough to accommodate both of us
but not small enough to cross our paths anymore
All the best
My long beloved.



不如不见




头沾湿
无可避免
伦敦总依恋雨点
乘早机
忍耐着呵欠
完全为见你一面
寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见

寻得到
尘封小店
回不到相恋那天
灵气大概早被污染
谁为了生活不变
越渴望见面然后发现
中间隔着那十年
我想见的笑脸
只有怀念
不懂
怎去再聊天
像我在往日还未抽烟
不知你怎么变迁
似等了一百年
忽尔明白
即使再见面
成熟地表演
不如不见

Friday, July 3, 2009

PTPN Blacklist

Hi fellow Malaysian who studied with the government loan,
This is my tiny deed of community Service
I know there's no body reading this wretched blog,
but if u miraculously do, try check whether u are in the blacklist of PTPTN loan with the following link.
Good luck
PTPN BlackList

Thursday, July 2, 2009

白痴的音乐

Nobody - by Wonder Girls
有点白痴的音乐
偏偏又觉得有点好听
I want, nobody nobody but u~
I want, nobody nobody but u~
闹了很久我才知道他们在唱英文,不是韩文
奥卖尬
:P


Monday, June 29, 2009

人生就是....???

上个星期,有个变态找齐几个受害者开了个MSN高峰会议。。。 然后。。。。

最近身邊的人似乎都很喜歡探討【人生】這個課題
有些被柴九效應影響
有些則看太多九把刀

然后一句[人生就是不停的戰斗~九把刀]
成功于我們之間引發[人生十句]MSN brainstorming大會

陳以倫說: 人生就是不停的龜毛。~一條毛
李美倩說: 人生就是不停的使錢。~兩塊錢
蔡慧莉說: 人生就是不停的點火。~三把火
張维聰說: 人生就是不停的跳。~四條龍
李征川說: 人生就是不停的欠揍。~五重奏
蘇慧珊說: 人生就是不停的發夢。~六個夢
溫漢輝說: 人生就是不停的拉屎。~七陀屎
葉曉蓉說: 人生就是不停的翻臺。~八張臺
黃裕輝說: 人生就是不停的霸麥。~九支麥

最后一個是我擅自幫她想的:
李詩韻: 人生就是不停的放飛機。~十架機

如果有人問你: 人生到底是甚麼?
以上10句你可以隨便quote一句給他/她參考

注:以上报告摘自伟大的manjalala fo星驻地球记者JiJi小小
看不懂没关系,因为看懂了也不过证明你也是一个废材而已。(笑)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

忽略





最近收到一个这样的连环图.
感觉有点阴沉.
偏偏又觉得他引人深思.
在生命里,有时候会一直遇到然自己开心的事情
又或者,一些让自己很不耐烦或烦躁的难题忽然迎刃而解
可能你会以为自己福星高照,或是天从人愿
这个时候我们需要看一看四周围.也许,在人丛里,就隐藏了无数个默默的为你解决问题的人
或者你看不到他们.
但请相信这些人是存在的
我相信
所以,我真的很感激一路陪我走过来的所有人
在谢幕前,我想好好地对大家说
"谢谢各位捧场!"
:D

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

看透一个人



某你好
今天在同事的pm上看到了一个很有意义的东西,希望可以和您分享。

看透一个人
看一个国家的国民教育,要看他的公共厕所。
看一个男人的品味,要看他的袜子。 (嗯,我是时候要买袜子了)
看一个女人是否养尊处优,要看她的手。
看一个人的气血,要看他的头发。 (恐怕你我气血都不是很好)
看一个人的心术,要看他的眼神。 (大家总在逃避。。。)
看一个人的身价,要看他的对手。 (我一直都很多对手,你。。。好像只有朋友。)
看一个人的底牌.要看他身边的好友。 (你好多底牌啊!我有吗?)
看一个人的性格,要看他的字写得怎样。 (你的字圆滑可爱一如本身,我好像硬邦邦的。。。)
看一个人是否快乐,不要看笑容,要看清晨梦醒时的一刹那表情。 (希望有看到的那一天,永远看下去。。。)
看一个人的胸襟,要看他如何面对失败及被人出卖。 (我麻木了, 你还要多练习啊!不过我希望你不用再面对这些,能让我确保他不发生吗?)
看两个人的关系,要看发生意外时,另一方的紧张程度。 (虽然很不希望承认,我真的紧张你)

短短的一些文字,自我检讨中发现了好些东西。
还好,你恐怕永远都不会知道

某敬上

Thursday, June 18, 2009

身份



不由得嘲笑自己的夜郎自大,不自量力、自欺欺人、对号入座、宣宾夺主,完全忘掉了自己应该有的身份和职责。
什么时候,你看到球赛的评论员也下场去插上一脚?
什么时候,你有看到拍摄纪录片的工作人员,冲进捕猎者的包围中,救出受困的猎物?
又或者,你曾看过一个场记,在看不过眼时,去殴打饰演奸脚的演员?
每件事情都有他发生的原因和必要性。
弱肉强食、物择天竞,是这个世界生存的铁则定律。
与其到头来撕心裂肺、倒不如现在的肝肠寸断。
除了纪录和分析事物,你做了游戏人间的抉择。
冷眼旁观,是你的责任。
身历其境,只是奢望。
请记好阁下纪录员的身份!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

循环



曾经看过那么一本书,故事讲述林黛玉的转世,一次又一次的因为自己所背负的巨大负能量,弄得神憎鬼厌,众叛亲离,几乎永不超生。然,一个人的个性,似乎是永远不变的,兜兜转转了那么多个世代,林小姐依然故我,急坏了身边的所有人。
个人非常认同‘3岁定80’、‘江山易改,本性难移’这个概念。虽然在事后誓神劈愿,必定悔改,否则天打雷劈,罪该万死。。。到头来,头顶天雷打得轰轰响,老子依然故我,没空鸟那么多。
这,讲的是别人,同时也是自己。多次的犯错,在快没顶的时候不停的忏悔永不再犯,却在事过境迁的没多久卷土重来。
所以说,没有所谓的‘我以后不会再犯了’,只有‘在痛楚还在的时候,也许我可能暂时不做而已’
瞧,我在赶不完工作时对自己所以后一定会集中精神,如今哈不是懒懒的慢条斯理在弄东弄西的,你说是否犯贱?

p/s:这是很久以前因一个朋友事故而写的,我现在真的悔改了。pls 相信我.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Third Choice



There is this saying 'If you can't beat them, join them.'
However, I do feel that there's always another option.
If you're really so against it, you have the choice to leave the table/game/circle or whatsoever one likes to call it, the list just goes on...
True, it really bugs me most of the time sometimes to know about the dark side other side of the big picture.
And if hopping into the ride is what it takes to be a part of the game, I rather choose the third option, to leave the table.
I guess I can live with it.
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